Night Sky

16/1/2011

2011-01-15T06:24:00.000-08:00

first post in 2011, first post in months. and i'm afraid, its gona be a rant ! hahahahahah

so fuking pissed at stuff happening, army and all the support and i get. seriously, if you ain gona help then stfu. why talk so much. (1 thing i hate is hypocrites & NATOS ok, thats 2 but you can classified together)

seriously. aiya zzzz i think i'll get over this somehow

11/7/10

2010-07-11T08:49:00.000-07:00

World cup finals. .. Don't give a jack shit about it! Hahahah!

So, it occur to me, how stress is directly related to food, habits, and illness.

Have you realise, that, whenever, you are stress, you tend to eat/drink unhealthy stuff? For example, when I'm all stressed up, I tend to take more oily stuff, and drink more alcoholic stuff. Bascially, I don't give a cow shit about what I eat.. That, in my honest opinion, is stress food.

And, when you're stress for a longer time, you tend to change your overall habits too which will, indirectly bring about illness. .

Which is why, I believe it is really x100 important to do something you enjoy and most importantly, have a passion and love for ! =]]

Ok thats it I guess, just a short post for now

Silly Stupid Me

2010-06-27T08:49:00.001-07:00

I have been telling myself, if I can't take the fucking truth, don't fucking seek it. And yet again, I just had to walk there at the wrong time and yet waited to see what is it even when I know myself all too well. Fuck, really, not once, not twice, not thrice, but the 999th time.

I'm not sure if I should write it here and there isn't another place i can vend it out.. tho, i feel its really personal =.= sighs, just fuck it la ah, might as well keep inside, as if im gona live till an old age anyway.

Hinder - The Best Is Yet To Come

My first make-out session

I learned my first lesson
While trying to get to the next base
When I slipped passed her waist
She smacked my hand away
Then I got a slap in the face

If I could go back in time
Wouldn't change a damn thing in my life
Love the dumb things we do when we're young

But the best is yet to come
My first drinking lesson
I followed all my friends
Stole liquor went down to the lake
Weed mixed with whiskey
Hell I got so dizzy was more than my stomach could
take

If I could go back in time
Wouldn't change a damn thing in my life
Love the dumb things we do when we're young
But the best is yet to come..

Go for it
Run toward it
Dive in head first
Live life with no regret
Put your heart out there
Don't be scared you might get hurt
But it's all worth it in the end
Cos the best is yet to come

Yeah, yeah

My last high school lesson
Scared of graduation
Tipped a few back and showed up too late
Well my mom got mad hell my dad he just laughed
And said, son I have done the same thing

Go for it
Run toward it
Dive in head first
Live life with no regret
Put your heart out there
Don't be scared you might get hurt
But it's all worth it in the end
It'll all work out in the end
Cos the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Yeahh..
The best is yet to come

sighszzz

2010-06-18T13:03:00.000-07:00

Heres just a gentle note to remind myself of how harsh and unpredictable life is.
-Gabriel; Fremantle-

On another note, I wish I was like Xavier, could read other peeps thoughts. hahahah !

Thoughts

2010-06-12T12:43:00.000-07:00

Today while I'm at work, something rather philosophical came to my mind.

'Anything, no matter how good, will rot if nothing is done with it'

'Leftovers, are nothing but rejected, once perfect goods'

'When together, the bad will influence the good'

'If you are an perfect individual, it doesn't mean you'll be perfect in a group, you may very well, stink'

Effort requires time, and time, requires effort, a balance of both will still result in definite success.

So, I was having some chats today, and yesterday about certain expects and prospect in my possible future working life, and I still, have not, very much, decided what to do yet. In fact, I think I have more to choose from now. Not that choice is bad, but, really, I don't think time permits it all.

2010-06-04T13:54:00.000-07:00

the letter has arrived. hais. lols. nvms. >.<~

I find people, really realistic this days. I swear, there is less than 5 people I know that doesn't look at 'you'(stranger) for what you are. Yucks. What a world.

Oh yea, and months after I quit smoking, it irks me to know that how easy it is to social with that habit. And ever since I quit it, I really hate the smell =.= It stinks and gives me headaches !

2010-05-22T10:50:00.000-07:00

Watch this ! Girls before & after make up

OMG

Travie McCoy: Billionaire

Favourite song atm :D~

Back to basics

2010-05-10T10:06:00.000-07:00

Remember doing those things you did as a kid?

I did.

And, somehow, those things that I loved, are pretty much still awesome now!

I can't believe I haven't done THAT yet !! Shrugs!

verdict

2010-05-07T09:54:00.001-07:00

CARRRR

8/5/10 I have decided to forgo all my desires for bike and divert it toward a fine ass carrr :D

hey

2010-05-05T09:46:00.000-07:00

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HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~

2010-04-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

so it was 1130pm, thn i was feeling bored and sorta hungry. thought of texting my fren for rounding and prata, but once i sat on the computer and started -tooting- songs n playin with maaa guitar, it was 130am -__-

范逸臣 - 无乐不作

享受今夏天的熱穿越條幸福的河
想做吞大象的蛇不自量力說真的
有何不可我想寫歌

當天是空的地是乾的
我要為你倒進狂熱
讓你瘋狂讓你渴
讓全世界知道你是我的

天氣瘋了海水滾了
所以我要無樂不作
不要浪費每一刻快樂
當夢的天行者

像你這樣的天使該有翅膀和名字
該美麗中帶著刺該很認真的屬於我一次

當天是空的地是乾的
我要為你倒進狂熱
讓你瘋狂讓你渴
讓全世界知道你是我的

天氣瘋了海水滾了
所以我要無樂不作
不要浪費每一刻快樂
當夢的天行者

當天是空的地是乾的
我要為你倒進狂熱
讓你瘋狂讓你渴
讓全世界知道你是我的

世界末日就儘管來吧
我會繼續無樂不作
不會浪費愛你的快樂
當夢的天行者要快樂

1 of my favvv song last time ! :D

carrr muacks

2010-04-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

lol :p

epic dude hahah so similar to me

<3

SWEEEEE

2010-04-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

If every tear shed could speak, they'd tell you the ground freaking hurts.

2010-04-17T11:45:00.000-07:00

My heart is racing like crazyyyy, hence i cant sleep.

Cheersz

Nah

2010-04-15T01:50:00.000-07:00

Facts of life

- Whining is not socially acceptable behavior, even for 2-year olds.
- Everyone is entitled to their own opinion... regardless of how stupid it is.
- Everyone is entitled to be offended by anyone else's opinion.
- Everyone have as much right to their own opinion as everyone else does to be offended by that opinion.
- Everyone has as much right to act like as a**hole as everyone else does to treat them like an a**hole.
- Everyone is entitled to an equal opportunity to say things that make them look stupid and/or ignorant. (there is a difference)
- You don't need to agree with everyone... not everyone will agree with you.
- You don't need to like everyone... not everyone will like you.
- The fact that you may feel really, really strongly about your religion/politics/country/pet/etc does not make your opinion of said topic any more right or important than anyone else's.

2010-04-08T09:55:00.000-07:00

i musnt keep dragging and dragging !

things must be done and get done fast !

so, i was chilling and having a chat with a friend a few days back.

somehow, we agreed upon that, education good as it is, made us much more materialistic. i know you're thinking, wtf is wrong with you. but hold that for a sec and think about it.

in places where education exist(lol) people tend to be far more materialistic thn at places who ain.

having said that, there are exerpts that education made humans smarter. i dont deny that. for me, thats a fact.

think about it, at elementary schools, we are taught to speak properly and communicate with an audience. that is know as networking. then, we are taught maths, which aided us in calculation. somehow, we were taught 5W and 1H in english compositions. and that made us thing. why when where what who, how. that just added depth to our communication skills.

students may ask, teacher, why are u taller than us. for example. that will go on and become questions like, why is this more expensive thn that, or why is he better than me. etc

now, if u were to take education away from them, will they be asking question like that? i doubt so. and the link for education to materials? simple.

the very material and text that fill our education mediums are the cause from the way i see.

'toms dad drives owns a big farm with lots of land space. tims dad works on the farm toms dad owns' for example.

which do you think will be the more desierable position?

'jamie bought a diamond ring for angela. jessie bought a paper ring for kate'

hmm?

'my car goes 0-100 in 3secs. you dont have a car'

yeaaaa classic HAHAHHA

so yea, we are wired in such a way that, we wan the better cooler nastier stuff. but who can blame us? we are humans after all. this is why, village and empires fight for fertile land. but thats in the past.

in today modern world, we dont exactly battle for that, we battle for brand recognisition and ownership. we battle for stuff we dont need but looks and sounds good to have anyway.

ha ha ha ! you are not alone. everyone's in the same boat, just which, the nice or the not so nice one ^^

2010-04-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

damn damn damn my mood swings.

of late, i have struggled to find the meaning. thn today, while i was watching a program on chn 16 call 'jamie america trip' or smth. :x

there was this guy, that works in the day, as a school gardener or something(didnt hear properly) but at night, he's cooking to serve 76 homeless people in the cold. to me, that really means a great deal.

he was previously a illegal immigrant, which later became a citizen due to amities(dk how to spell) thn, with that little pay he has, cook for soo many homeless people with his own freewill. personally, thats really, salute.
thn later ok in the show, a bird did a dropping on his head lol. jamie was saying 'of all the people here, the bird had to pick the best one. what luck !' and i rofled. hhahaz

but seriously, what is it underneath it all? i mean, what is it? why are we here? wtf is all this? i dont get it seriously. its driving me nuts. and dont get me started abt jobs n passion. wats with it. i'd wish i knw my purpose. or at least gimme a clue on how to find it.

thn, i was watching monster quest on history chn (ya, alot of time for tv) it was about mega sharks today.. hmm...

man is at the top of the food chain, and yes, we're the reason behind it all. but what is it? all we do is eat n slp n watever so that we can live another day? no?

isnt it *********???????? effking indescribable.

geez, sometime i rly feel im alone in this world with all this thinking n st0ffz... =.=

i think, after saying other people being emo n stuff, im actually pretty emo myself. but who cares.

too much time on my hands maybe?

some songs that have really nice lyrics & sfuttzz

2010-03-31T03:33:00.000-07:00

Only Reminds Me of You - Jed Madela

I see you, beside me
It’s only a dream
Wishing a part you’ll still be
The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures in time
Fading to memory
How could I ever let you go
Isn’t too late to let it show

That I come to run from your side
But this place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out of the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
This what I’ve thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart breaks while you cry
Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
How could I ever let you go
Isn’t too late to let you show

That I come to run from your side
But this place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out of the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

Only you…

Please come back to me
I’m down on my knees
God give me strength…

That I come to run from your side
But this place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out of the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

---

I Never Knew Love - Lovi Poe

I open my eyes, only to see
Just how sad this world could be
That I often cry alone… ohh

I look at the sky, longing to see
There’s a chance out there for me
For my heart to be set free

[refrain]
My friends had say that it’s ok
When rainbow’s fade in clouds of gray
But in my heart I know someday
True happiness will come my way

[chorus]
I never knew love till I found you
I’s magic in your smile
Never knew love till I saw you lookin’ in my eyes
And suddenly our sadness disappears
True love has fin’lly shown its smilin’ eyes on me

I’m searching the skies hopin’ to see
If there’s someone out there for me
Who will set my poor heart free

[repeat refrain]

[repeat chorus]

No ones believe that love was just a fairytale
But each time you hold me
Those fairytales come true… on you

[repeat chorus]

---

Before I Let You Go - Freestyle

I can still remember yesterday
We were so in love in a special way
And knowing that you loved me
Made me feel oh so right
But now I feel lost, don't know what to do
Each and every day I think of you
Holdin' back the tears, I'm trying with all my might

Refrain:
Because you've gone and left me standing All alone
And I know I've got to face tomorrow On my own....
But baby....

Chorus:

Before I let you go
I want to say I love you
I hope that you're listenin' 'Coz it'strue,baby
You'll be forever in my heart
And I know that no one else will do,
yeah So before I let you go
I want to say it.....
I love you

Interlude:
I wish that it could be just like before
I know I could've given you so much more
Even though you know I'd given you all my love
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss
Each and every day I reminisce
'Coz baby it's you That I'm always dreaming of...

Repeat Refrain
Repeat Chorus (except last 3 words)

Bridge:
Letting love go is never easy
But I love you so That's why I set you free And I know
Someday
Somehow
I'll find a way To leave it all behind me
Guess it wasn't meant to be But baby.........

Repeat chorus (except last 3 words)
So before I let you go I want to say.......it I love you

---

I'll Never Find Someone Like You - Keith Martin

Girl you take my breath away
And when I'm with someone new
I'd rather be here with you
Baby, forever
My heart belongs to you
'cause I think about you all the time
I know my love is true
when we're together

I've played around girl and I made you cry
When I looked up, you were saying good-bye
I'm begging you please
I need you so bad
Don't leave me now, you're the best that I've had

[CHORUS:]
I've never - I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true
No, I'll never - I'll never find someone like you
Girl I love the way that you are
Girl, I won't, no I won't let you go
No one could ever do, the way I would make love to you

All I have is just my heart
And my feelings, I give to you
That's all that I can do
Give you forever
Oh oh oh, you don't know that you're hurting me
'Cause it's not just a sexual thang
I want to share my dreams, baby, together

Girl, I'm afraid just to give it up now
My heart's telling me to hold back on my vow
But when you get close, I just want you to know
I start to get weak & I can't let you go

[Chorus]

Just your smile, tenderness
Girl I won't let you down (Won't let you down)
Girl I will never find no one that compares to you
Never find anyone

[Chorus with variations 2x]

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so am still, boring me, sitting around, thinking about interest n stuff. how, someone said something that made me realise smth.

she said 'as long as u put 3 person in the same place, there will be politics' how true.. and ... pfft -sucks-

oh, and, am gona try n be a relief teacher now. ha laugh all you want. ha

at least, im moving somewhere..

hmm, i might go n try to be a critic someday :D

thai is cool. yeah =D

singapore, is kinda sad if u look at it. sometimes, i really dislike some people here. it turns me off. not that im that good or what, but yea they really leave me no air to breathe & room to move ..

life is kinda good now. its very chill. going out as and when i wan, be it drinkin, driving, supper, swimming, etc... doing stuffs i wan when i wan.. be it, playing the guitar.. working out etc.. just chill. me likey.

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update at night..

so i was lookin at my msn. scrolling up and down.. thn i went. 'omfg. i have next to 0 people i really really x100 want to talk to and can have a good convo with. wtf'

thrs the usual her and him and etc.. but, gosh. its time i find someone new.
no offence meant thr.

hmmm

2010-03-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

woo, cool.

Hello [Acoustic version] (Instrumental Beyoncé cover)

Siuil A Ruin Acoustic Guitar

Seether broken acoustic cover

Seether - Broken

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/s/seether/69_tea_acoustic_tab.htm

2010-03-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

so cooll !!~ but itz fake.. hahaz

23/3/09 -- date

2010-03-23T09:55:00.000-07:00

yea. received my results tdy. passed all. able to grad .. woooo

i went to see the doc ytd, he says my wrist may have a torn ligament. hmm.

i went for napfa last fri, hella shit, but luckily somehow a silver pop out.. hahahaz

i am getting lazy

i think, its gona be different now.

life today, has not change and differ from life 10 years back. life is still life.

if theres 1 thing i wish i cud do, is travel around the world n write reviews about stuff, meet new people, experience new things. what a life will that be !~

2010-03-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

geez, this sure is tough. i guess finding a new direction isnt as easy as it seems. and planning is just pfft..

have you ever just sat down and think and ponder and yet, your mind is still blank? yea, thats what im feeling.

thn i try to get inspiration by surfing the net, or playing the guitar, still, tho, my mood is lifted, i ain getting anywhere.

its such a chore.

hving said that, growing old, has made me, value the people around me much more. especially, the ones closest.

at 21, life isnt too rosey. i hate how fast time flies these days. i think, ima write a song, with that in mind soon :]]

have you ever wondered, what will we do without air con?

or,

what will we do without music

rather, how did we arrive at our modern day language. .

geez, it seems that i have too much time. so much so that i hv these, childlike thoughts.

anyway, went to changed the tyres of my car tdyyy with my dad. <3 spending time like these with him. somehow, i'd wish my family was more, united. hmm. o wells.

im

2010-03-14T08:30:00.000-07:00

thinking of going into smthhhh

will blog again soon

2010-03-06T09:40:00.000-08:00

this is not cool. i need a healthy life style now. free from all this stupid thoughts.

2010-03-04T08:19:00.000-08:00

life has too many issues.

in life

2010-02-19T09:14:00.000-08:00

No matter how hard u try

You'll always always always always find and meet people that will;

make you smile
make you laugh
make you cry
make you sad
etc

help you
care for you
backstab you
scare you
bitch you
etc

Having said that, how will you choose friends? hmmm.

2010-02-18T08:14:00.000-08:00

hahaha. so cute lolz.

Killing Me Softly with His Song-(original with improved audio) -Lori Lieberman

<3 songs like theses. theres just so much more meaning.

so

2010-02-17T18:30:00.000-08:00

of late, its was, cny, vday. bday, and soon, exams, and thus, end of school days. =]]

im such a poet. hahaha :D

have you ever wondered, how easy it is to be lazy and how hard it is not to? thats why only a handful will achieve great things in life and the rest will just lay around.. flapping their wingz. :/ so, i better buck my ass high and pull my socks up if i wana be up there =]]

0 more days

2010-02-07T08:09:00.000-08:00

and lessons officially ends..

08/02/2010 9am will be last day I will step into school for any lesson.

It marks the official end to my normal school life.

As a 20 year old to date, I have spent more than half of my years in Singapore's Education system. I have learnt a great deal of knowledge and made great friends that will be with me forever, made memories that will put a crack on my face when i'm down and a frown on my face thinking, "DAMN THOSE WERE THE DAYS!!!!!".

Geez, what a ride it has been, and all is gone at the twinkle of an eye. Well, as they say, great things only happen once in a life time. And boy am I glad i had the chance to experience it. Weeeuweeet.. getting all sentimental and emotional. hahaz.

Never thought I'd say this but, I may very possibly miss going to school.. hahah. boy o boy, what easy days those were.. taking daddy money and eating mommy cooking.. lolz =)

The Carpenters - Rainy Days And Mondays

Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Sometimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

Funny but it seems I always wind up here with you
Nice to know somebody loves me
Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do
Run and find the one who loves me.

What I feel has come and gone before
No need to talk it out
We know what it's all about
Hangin' around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

emo

2010-02-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

geez, not working on sundays and possibly saturdays has gotten me really emo of late.
considering really emo = playing the guitar doesnt cheers me up and listening to songs craps me down.

and the reason im at home is cuz im suppose to study for all my modules and write my report. tho i have not done much of the previously mentioned.
funny and disappointed having spent effort on my previous test and exams, yet i gotten crappy results. thats just... pui... considering i used to like studying at my younger days, and it all changed after i shifted my house. wonder why the fuck why. funny how i used to get As and Bs in most of my test and exams and dropped to Cs Ds Fs.. hahah. cruelty at its best.

i do admit, since sec 3 i have not really studied for almost anything. not even listen to what the teacher is teaching in class.

its a miracle how i made it to poly.. having just read the crap out of stuff few weeks before, major exams. and even bigger miracle making it out of poly.. rofl.

i must have been some lucky fag, who should have went to ITE, shatec or NS.. geez.

tho, i have met some nice people in poly that will probbaly stay throughout my life, i still feel, misplaced. somehow, or rather, in someway, i feel out of proportion. maybe its just me, but, well, i dont know, really.

geez, and the more i think about it, the more i missed the past and have regretted not treasuring more of it then..

weekdays, i used to play bball, and w/e sport at my house cc with strangers who became frenz over the years -- nice how i started going down at say, primary 2 or 3, till sec 1.. and still, we all never exchanged numbers. its, a pity.

saturdays, i wud hang out or chill with my frenz, other times, we would just all stayed at home and played computer games.

sundays, was family day.. we would always go out, and jalan2 and lunch or dinner at some nice place.. tho, the place wasnt exactly nice, but its the feeling of it all i believe. -- but lol o lol. i didnt like that in the past, i always thought it was just a waste of time as i wanted to be at home playing computer games.. ha ha ha or going to LAN with my frenz ha ha ha .. fuck, what a fucking idiot. now want also don have.. lol. --

its nice how simple life was like in the past.
<3going out with gf to scroll at the mall was an afternoon's delight! lol !
<3spending 1$/hr at the lan shop was sooooo much fun ! lol !
<3playing bball under the hot sun for hours n hours and hours is just.. :D :D :D ! lol!

now, haiz.
`usually its just me and my dad at home on weekends, as my mum is working..
`we would do stuff in the past, but i think he didnt like it, so we stopped..
`going out on weekends, has became a thing of the past, as its just, idk, no feeling..?
`thinking of playing bball at my place is crap given the fact, i need to walk soooo far and the atmosphere isnt good.. =\ [got stared before ._.]

and here i am, writing this blog while doing my report.. zzzz, which is btw, dued, tomorrow.. zzzzz...

listening to songs on youtube, on repeat .. z ~

Carpenters - Yesterday Once More

Beatles - Let It Be

Carnival of Souls- Rainy Days and Mondays

life has really no meaning. what a chore !

tho, i must firmly state. my goal has not changed. im still striving for it! one way or another ! by hook or by crook ! i'll get there ! :D

i

2010-02-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

freaking hate old age.

#1
i think my great grand mother is vry ill now. i don visit her as much for the past few yr hence, im not really connected with her. sad thing is, she is senile with Alzheimer. haiz. and shes in hospital now. hasnt visited her tho.
im not sure if she remembers me as the last time, we met, she did not lol.

#2
hmm, the thought of aging really .. turns my mode off. i went swimming the other day, and some granny said 'uncle, 50 cent de shi na yi ke?' ()*()*@#)(*@ . .lolz. but itz ok, i forgive her.. her eye sight is probably poor anywayzz ~

#3
hmmm, my friend enlisted into army yesterday, and its LOL F***!!!! HAHAHHAHA. OMG! i just cant imagine how EMO i will be when my turn comes LOL!!!
he was asking my other frenz, wat shud he bring and stuffz.. thn i was listening.. and half way through, my mood was like.. -100000 :(

#4
schools' ending soon, hmmm.

#5
21st bday soon,

#6
i wan a new speakerrrrr !! >.<~
saw 1 that i reallllllyyyyyyyyyy like.... kiss kiss muack muack ~ maybe i should get it.. but therez nth wrong with mine ._. hmm .. so its a want more than a need. o wells, i'll wait for a sale i guess..

#7
OH. i like how the sky looks all bluish with whitish clouds .. swee arh

geez, am i turning materialistic? :\

ok

2010-01-29T08:30:00.000-08:00

so, my phone's been screwed up and, i may hav lost some contacts. pfft.

anyway, am extremely elated today as my dad bought durian home. hahah ;D it might be a small thing to you, but it bought back tons of happy memories for me. my appearance was happy, but my heart, were fucking flying.. lol. truth to be told, my dad hasnt bought durian for years i believe.

if u'll to ask me, why. i would say that it reminds me fondly of all my happy times we(my family and i) spent together eating durians when i was a kid. and that, is rather rare. ha.

if u'll to ask me, if the durian tasted good. i'd say, anything that bundles together with happy memories tasted great; totally out of the world taste. i'm really a sucker for good memories and emotions. which is why i love culinary. the thought of bringing back someones lost, fond memory just rocks my socks off. come on, after all food, is just, after all, food. food, wheather u like it or not, will come out of the only place it knows. memory is what makes it worth while.

ah, fack, growing up(old), is, ucks. u'll miss alllll the wonderful simple things u had as a kid. . and it will be replace with, idk? i still havent found anything thats able to replace all those. .. truth to be told, as of now, it is, irreplaceable.

hmm. a chapter of my life is closing once again, and a new one is awaiting to be uncovered. .
i guess, this will be the last, time, im studying, and mixing with, so call, sincere and, next to, harmless, people. hah.

is it me

2010-01-27T06:38:00.000-08:00

or is my memory bad.

ffs. i remembered i text her abt it. but she said no. wth.

sometimes i wonder am i in reality or in my dreamz .. ffs.

hmmm, tdy, found out my fren iz pregnant. wootz. gxgxgxgxgx!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDD

thn i wondered, the world is so big, and if true love exist, who knws whr ur other may be!~ oh my... thn, i concluded, love isnt just love, love is just like with giving and taking.. heh...

sry for my short posts lately, i am too short fused for long ones of late.

2010-01-26T07:43:00.000-08:00

be happy every today and u'll be happy for life. =]

Love Of A Lifetime lyrics

I guess the time was right
for us to say
We'd take our time and live our lives
together day by day
Make a wish and
send it on a prayer
We know our dreams can all come true
if loving we can share

With you I'll never wonder
will you be there for me
With you I'll never wonder
you're the right one for me

(chorus)
I finally found a love of a lifetime
A love to last my whole life through
I finally found a love of a lifetime
Forever in my heart
I finally found a love of a lifetime

With every kiss our love
is like brand new
And every star up in the sky
was made for me and you
Still we both know
that the road is long
We know that we will be together
because our love is strong

(chorus)

(instrumental)

(chorus)

(Finally found a love of a lifetime)
Love of a lifetime
(Finally found a love of a lifetime)
Finally found a love
(Finally found a love of a lifetime)
Ooh, forever in my heart
I finally found a love of a lifetime
Ooh ooh ooh

2010-01-20T10:00:00.000-08:00

tinking of picking up roller blading for 2010 !~ hahaha !!! but hope i don waste $ again >_<~

19/1/2010

2010-01-18T08:19:00.000-08:00

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18/1/10

2010-01-17T09:16:00.000-08:00

nabei.

apparently, i keyed a wrong amount at work today.. short of 90cents. and, that had to travel to higher levels.. w t f siol. i cnt believe i made such a noob mistake. key wrongly. wtf. *bang head*

anyway, of late, i have been contemplating of stuffz.
--

1 of the reasons i love culinary is that it is able to take me back to beautiful memories of time spent together with my loved ones. memories that will most likely, nv happen again. at certain times, food isnt just food, it is an emotional experience. one that jogs the memory of times spent, be it smiles, laughter, joy, sadness or disappointment. and that, to me, is something really precious.

sometimes, i love doing silly things, at silly times, just for the fun of laughing at it later. i remember times of me doing foolish acts only to think about it and laugh my ass off when im down. certainly, that helped me, alot.

i remember the vivid images of me at my cca camp, silly, boring, annoying as it is, i still cant help but smile whenever i think of it. my mind just goes 'aww, those silly times.' playing those games.. chasing down those craps, hahahahh.

others will be some tiko bastard at some of my workplace, their face when they saw some young gals.. is just.. epic.. - ly, funny.. hahahahhahahahahhahahhaahhha

----
i hope i ain emo man, but thinking of those happy memories just made me alittle sad =\ sighs. .. ..

btw, my head is still ringing of no body no body by wonder girls,.. cuz they're playing it on repeat at my workplace... gawhzzzzzhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzz

JANE

2010-01-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

JANE

i struggled hard to find the meaning

meaning of my 'ming'

on why its fast like lightning

till theres no time for playing

yet it can be slow like its not moving

and yet theres still no time for chilling

this truely sarks

as i feel like theres a bottle up my arse

annoying and painful it may be

i hope it will not be worse than being stung by a zillion bees

up down left right

i struggle to find spare time with all my jucking might

yet however hard, it is, just, light

hence, i cant see it in frame by frame

even if i change my name

to JANE.

- wrote it at 1243am, 14/1/09 ; marvin

nb. cb. t`c`d`l`l`m

2010-01-12T09:15:00.000-08:00

fucking pissed that i broke something damn fucking expensive. zzz pissed.

of late

2010-01-11T05:54:00.000-08:00

i have notice black is singapore unofficial national colour.. as everyone is dressed in black.

that guyz will get poor while girls will look rich thanks to gucci, lv and prada...

haha. xD

anyway so i was on the bus that day and some kid farted. thn, some guy said, hey, that kid fart smell like fried chicken. thn his fren and me had sorta the same brain wave, we wondered.. if his cum smelled the same as his fart... cuz it came out from his body.. hahahahhaha. what a weird thought.

and geez, i think i hav been losing my cool too easily of late.. but o wellz who cares.

2010-01-08T06:51:00.000-08:00

all people, ain worth, the time, no matter what. give only when u're asked. thats what i gona do frm nw on.

2010-01-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

hmmm, was so fucking funny today when my frenz and i went to say hi to a damn dao girl. hahahah she ji tao bo hiu us LOL!

and thn i realised how rusty am i in pick-up-ing =o it took me too long to realised i shud hav neg her. grrr but it was fun and funny tho! hahah !!! well worth it!

been listenning to a song on replay for many times a day, on the bus, in class, in lecture, at home, on the train, in the loo, etc~z hoping to catch it tune and pitch n tone to play it on maaa guitarrrr(sophie) ~ wahahhaaa !~

anyway, some boring stuffz to note; i wonder if the teacher tampered with my results -_- i had the same exact answers as some of my frenz and they got a B while i got a D.. awwwwww commonnnnnn! i started studying SOOOO early this time and i still get D's. fuck ! diu !
felt kinda dissapointed :\

but oh wellz~ =/ =\ =]

2010

2010-01-01T09:16:00.000-08:00

smked my 1st cigga of 2010
drank my 1st alcohol of 2010
swear my 1st word in 2010
bastard my 1st bastard in 2010
emo on 1st day of 2010
pissed on 1st day of 2010
think thought think on 1st day of 2010
DID NOT SLACK on 1st day of 2010
paranoid on 1st day of 2010

hmm. . ?

i miss sophie =\

i hate myself when i keep asking why

hmm 2009

2009-12-31T07:30:00.000-08:00

was not too bad of a year.

i must say, what i planned to do in 2009, i did 3/4 of it. and, im reasonably proud of it.

2010? hmm, more of everything i done in 2009 i guess. lets bring it on!!

// side note, saw a sorta retard boy today.. and my heart fucking ached. my collegue felt the same.. and she asked.. if my (choi) unborn child wud be like that, will i abort it?
i was thinking, then i said, no, as it is a life.
she said, it depends hw old is she and hw much $ she has.
thn i said, we shud combine our ans.

man, life at times is just .. sighs. //

Hmm

2009-12-23T09:35:00.000-08:00

i had a bad dream the other day.. i dreamt .. i was at CMPB for my check up.. and the nurse was drawing my blood.

suddenly, i saw a hugeeeeeeeeee tube of blood and an extremely big needle poking into my arm as the source of how i am losing my blood. i swore i was jucking panicing in my mind.. freaking out! just then, i woke up in cold cold icy cold sweat. geez. thank god itz just a dream !

nex, started wrk tdy. fwah. boring siol... i just realised i will bored to death if im alone and not chat to anything with nth to do ! ! ! ! omfg.

tho, apple is really cool. there are stuffz u can do on an apple which u can nv ever do on windows currently.
for eg, theres this mouse called magic mouse. it has no buttons and is wireless.. the function of it includes scrolling in anyway you wan, and moving in between webpages..

i bet if they made it in pink, all girls will go gaga and will wana buy a mac pc now... hehe. i wud buy 1 if they made it in .. erm.. HOT PINK. =p

anyway, hope work gets more interesting :\

was

2009-12-22T07:33:00.000-08:00

going somewhere tdy, and i cant help but notice the way some china fella dresses.

i believe they were going to the club, they were dress to the nines buttttt..... they shoes were just wtf. someone wore smart with sport shoes, another wore crocs. -___- i mean, it just spoils your whole image imho. i found it, rather, dumbfolded. hehe. tho, i can only respect the culture differences and admiring their sense of style.

next, i received a sms from my old friend. i knw him, from work, and at 1 point in time, he was saving money by not eating lunch n breakfast so that he bring more money home for his family.. (wife n kids) i'd respect him alot alot alot. and it was cool. to know that such a oldsch powerpack guy exists. and yea, chatting with him, sortas reconnect me with my old mates, those whom i have fail to contact and treasure. it has always been 1 of those things that has always been on your list but.. you can 'never' find the time to do it. i must admit. it pisses me off to knw that im like that sometimes. =\

yep, got the apple job. w00tz :D :D :D

hmm

2009-12-20T08:57:00.001-08:00

found this on facebook.. . ;

90 things ger shud knw abt guyz..

1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.

11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.

24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.

52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.

53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.

56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.

58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.

62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.

63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.

64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.

65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.

66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.

67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.

68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.

69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.

70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.

71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.

72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.

73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.

74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.

75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.

76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.

77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.

78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.

79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!

80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.

81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.

82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.

83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.

84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.

85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.

86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.

87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.

88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.

89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.

90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.

i didnt read all.. just browse thru.. some are.. effking true yo !~ :D

i

2009-12-18T09:09:00.000-08:00

am seriously contemplating between a car and bike.

each have it pros and cons.

ohh. caught air force one on teebee tdy. wootz. [old show, kept repeating, but i still like it! :D ]

k bye.

ohh. holiday 2 week. woooo ~

damn

2009-12-17T05:09:00.000-08:00

fucking dulan now lah knn. seriously, #(*@#&@#(*#@#@ argh. this just sucks to the core

T

2009-12-14T06:56:00.000-08:00

Thoughts.

My friend told me the other day that, we should start taking our parents on holidays and giving back to them what they given us..

Which imho, its really true. I wanted to bring my parents on a holiday for a looong time now, especially to somewhere with snow. It was 1 and still is 1 of my goals in 5 years. Maybe, if i have a gf, i wud take her and someone from her family together too :D that will be really nice.

anyway, i'm quite close to getting my riding license now.. and i am having serious doubts about riding. after watching those videos and.. my encounters on the road, it is really scary just to think about it. as far as a motorcyclist is concern, it is of GRAVE danger. anything can happen.. ANYTHING.

and, i dont think im gona achieve my goal of scoring A's for my exams anymore. although, i started some modules early, those jucking modules in my previous semester is coming back to haunt me.. which ain cool at all. =\ but oh wells.

hmm, i also hate being this busy. hate hate hate hate hate. so little time to spend time with people i want. so little time to treasure stuffs around me. =/

fuck, my friend told me his uncle tried to commit suscide.. haiss... hope all is well..

addition, some people really irks the fuck out of me.

flying fuck. my 400 post. what an ugly 1.

so

2009-12-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

went bck to my wrkplace tdy to collect payyyyy. so little lol.

kinda miss some of the people there.. was really fun in the past when everyone of us were so close and just crapping out way through work almost everyday... then, day by day, some of them left for other job opportunities and reasons.. soon, it became veryyy boring with all the (fucking) foreigners.

now, its my time to bid farewell. i told some of them with a hint of tears in my eyes. i told my boss and he understand what i meant. i told him, i enjoy working there, but in order to suceed in that industry, i cant do it the way im doing. furthermore, the working envirnoment has deterioated.

throughtout his career in the industry, he told me that he stuck to just 1 restaurant and was previously a graduate degree holder. i definitely do not wish to do likewise.

its really amusing how fate and destiny eventually turls cruel twist in our lifes. more often than not, the change maybe range from 90 to 360 degrees.

I guess, a chapter of my life has ended. Memories live a life time, and the engraved footprints shall remain for a long long time. i must admit, working there sure was fucking fun for the start. sure, we had fights and arguements.. but at the end of the day, we were bros.

geez! don't ya'll just hate the norm that all good stuff will come end sooner than bad craps?

now, i really really hope to get the apple jobbbb :D ~

对的人 - 戴爱玲

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰
爱虽然很美妙却不能
为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现(在眼角)
那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好
放手去爱海阔天高
喔...耶...

2009-12-09T19:13:00.000-08:00

Adam Lambert - 2012 - Time for Miracles FULL VERSION

Time for Miracles Lyrics

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us

just realised i hven posted this swee song.. =)

Drown in the bath tub will you?

2009-12-07T06:20:00.000-08:00

Why the fuck some people cant keep what they know to themselves?

It really pisses me off to know someone I told something discreet to is spreading it around. Fuck. Have they no social skills and morality?

So, some motherfucker I spoke to is telling people around my workplace that I said 'japanese is stupid' knnbccb. I swear that bitch is gona get it from me. Fucking stupid cunt. I especially dislike dumb bitch like that. Fuck. PISSED sial.

But oh wells, just gota teach her a lesson then thats it. =) diu.

So today, I went to my bike pract. Before I went, my friend told me a story on how her friend died in a bike accident... right infront of his gf eyes.
Apparently, his bike broke down on the expressway and he tried fixing it, then the gf was by the side of the road, then bang, out of nowhere a lorry or w/e hit the broken down bike, killing him on the spot infront of his gf.
WHAT THE FUCK. Seriously, IF you're tired or ain fresh dont fucking drive. You just ruined someone. SON OF A BITCH.

Then, as I was on the way to the driving centre, I witnessed the aftermath of an accident. FUCK. It was a taxi and a bike. There were already 2 TP and 1 ambulance on scene. Taxi rear was pretty badly hit and the bike was sorta 1/2 ruin lying on the floor. God knows what happen to the rider. ZZZZZZZZZZ.

It really irks me knowing that this scums are alive in this world. For being so irresponsible, they should just perish?

HMMM, all that aside, there was this girl thats reasonably hot taking bike pract too. It never fails to crack a smile on my face to see how some guys crowd around girls like flies lol. Its almost comical.

I'd like to see the same if we were to put a reasonably cold girl there.

It just irks me to see people namely, pricks, pretending to be all nice to someone that thats almighty.
That is why, I wish somehow, the opposites end of the pole would interchange once in awhile. That will make life much much muchhh more interesting and would show the true colour of humans. =)

----

Funny how I always hear people saying they wanting this and that and this and that and yet, not doing any thing to achieve it.
0 perspective is what I would like to call it.

----

So, I was having a conversation with another friend a few days back, and she fucking dropped a bomb on me. [I still hopes shes lying]
She told me shes gona migrate.
WtF =\

Sucks. Although we ain really close irl, we enjoy having chats with one and another, taking digs here and there, and of course making each other pissed then go on a cold war and then repeat process above. Above all, I am someone that really enjoys quality chats with people.

Any chats will do, it just need to be of reasonable quality. People who know me reasonably well personally, will probably agree as I love getting to know people I have fine with, have no problem with. I am someone that can chat for hours straight on an end and wouldnt stop unless really needed.

However, those who irks me, will get little or no words of any kind. Heck, I wouldnt even speak directly to them. Tho, that rarely happen, but I think there is a few such person now.

I guess, Im just beautifully fucked up.

Last but not least, Always fight for what you want in life. Even if you fail, it doesnt matter as long as you try. Sure, it gona be fucking painful when you fail. But think how sweet it will be if you succeed. That shall and will be my new motto =)

2009-12-06T04:24:00.001-08:00

chinese really damn digusting sometimes

I

2009-12-04T09:42:00.000-08:00

I probably have a new job now.
tho, im not really sure how it will go yet. HMMM.

geez, time just to fly by these days. from 8am to 3am is my average 'awake' time now. eewwwz ~ so little sleep.. .. .

and, i wana learn cantonese !!~ : ( : ( (been saying this for the longest of days >.> )

2009-12-02T08:38:00.000-08:00

Pirates of the Caribbean [Main Theme] on guitar

COOL!

quite a gd day for me.

done 4 equiz
collected guitaaar
passed bike pract

tho, im not sure if my guitar is faulty -_- =((((

I

2009-11-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

just cant believe how bastard my mind is. Seriously.

So i was sleeping soundly this morning, and somehow, i wonder why the alarm hasnt rang... then SOMEHOW, i have the image of me checking my hp and the time was 4pm.. so i was like.. wtf???? missed bike pract. kn*. then, in my mind, i was like 'oh well, nex time better turn alarm louder'
then, SOMEHOW, i realised that i didnt place my hp beside me ytd night, so hw on earth did i check the hp ... . then i was like 'wtf? my mind just fooled me. itz only 9am'

*#(@#&#(*&#(&(*&(&(&(#&(*#&#@(&#&)(*($#@(#)*@)*#)*@)( diu na sing. ownself also wana bastard ownself.

ewww

2009-11-28T08:50:00.000-08:00

too early on sat.

FoOl's gArDeN-LeMoN TrEe

my boss whooped everyone ass today. why you ask?
he went to the gents, pee, and left. notice anything missing?
and yes, he is the one that cuts the vegetable, do the finishing touches on dishes as well. =)

~
oh a thought for you, have you notice, whenever asked a question like,

'can i get you a hot or cold tea?' and you happen to be holding a menu, guys will always flip to the menu then fish out something different/take 5mins to think what they want while girls will go bang, i want a blah blah blah.

It never fails to amuse me. sometimes, i just feeling like telling those pricks, ' just fucking take 1, its free anyway. are you stupid or what? fuck face. '
~

and yes, have you ever wondered why is cigga always rolled in white paper?

hmm.?

and i saw this in my frenz blog. it writes;

Men hate to cry, they rarely do. But when they cries over you, you know that he loves you. Because men only cry when they love something or are afraid of losing something that they love as much or more than themselves.

is it true? i think i hv not shed a single true tear since *** ***. hmmm.?

wonder what i shud do on my 21st =\

The world isnt flat

2009-11-27T08:34:00.000-08:00

as the world is round.

hah. lame ._.

so, i hv been hearing some love story these few days.. and would like to share some of them.

first off;

guy A
girl B
girl C

girl B is 10 year younger than guy A

girl C is 5 yr younger than guy B

So, guy A met girl B and dated for veryyyyyy long time.. guy A and girl B thought they're gona marry and they were perfect for each other. gr8 lovers and stuffz.

thing is.. the age difference of 10 years is just too much for the other family members and friend to aknowledge and hence, they broke up. I guess not many wish them luck and gave them blessing.. .

So, they broke off and guy A met girl C and then.. married.
both guy A and girl C arnt really happy in the marriage.
but guy A and girl C tries hard in the marriage
guy A and girl B still wishes each other on events, and girl C doesnt know about it....

------------------

guy A
girl B

guy A is of different race and age as to girl B

well, they broke off cuz of that and they didnt receive any blessings

-----------------------
guy A
girl B

girl B is 7 years older than guy A
girl B earns quite alot
guy A is still schooling

guy A was a student of girl B back in the days.. they fallen for each other after the relationship of student-teacher was gone.
girl B gives guy A money even tho guy A is rather rich.
together for 3 years and still going strong

-------------------------------

the truth is, norms of a society is really unjustifiable in terms of love. who is the society to judge and comment? trade shoes and it will equates itself nicely. how often does it happen.

Secondhand Serenade-Why

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

Secondhand Serenade-Why (lyrics)

Miss

2009-11-26T10:00:00.000-08:00

Missing my guitarrrrrrrrr :((((((((((((((((

Nickelback - I'd Come For You

Just One more moment, that's all that's needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time I'm bleeding
Please don't dwell on it, cause I didn't mean it

I cant believe I said I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter cause I've made it up forgive me now
Everyday I spend away my souls inside out
Gotta be someway that I can make it up to you now, somehow.

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing
My mind was closing, now I'm believing
I finally know what just what it means to let someone in
To see the side of me that no one does or ever will
So if your ever lost and find yourself all alone
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that I'd come for you
No one but you, yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to
And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you
You know I'd always come for you

Yes I'd come for you, no one but you,
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie, it's true
Give my life for you
You know I'd always come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what, remember you know I'll always come for you
You know I'll always come for you

Just a fewwww more days till i see you again :D

dont

2009-11-25T11:45:00.000-08:00

Dont you hate it when you're telling a point across and the fucking dickhead just wouldnt understand?

I

2009-11-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

am thinkin of changing job.

current working place is getting from bad to worse. and i found a place with 7.2/hr hmm wonder if i shud go for an interview or send a resume..

ps. i cant believe how bad jap treats female.

pps. i cant believe how sturborn how people are

ppps. whines get no shines

Belle of the Boulevard - Dashboard Confessional

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

[Chorus]

Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus x2]

i love songs like these

F

2009-11-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

FUCK

* ***** * ** ******* **** *****. * **** ** **** ******** *** **** *** ** **** **** ** ***** **** *****. ***** *** *****. ** ****** **** *** * **** **** ***. *** ***** ******* *****. ******* **********.

=)

hmmm

2009-11-21T09:05:00.000-08:00

began my day with a :@

STM jap just loves screwing up my schedule.. hmm. i told him i will not be able to work this week as im attending my uncles weddingz.. and he aknowledged. but tdy, i received a call from my friend saying he wants me at the resturant immediately.. WTF? dude, = \ dude, =\ dude, =\ that is just not cool. i think ima find another job soob :\ people there ain that cool anymore.

so, fast forward ----> zoom ~ (lol)

i was at the wedding dinner juz nwz, and it occur to me the things i want in life would cost me a big bomb...

nice cafe;
nice bike;
nice car;
nice house;
nice wedding;
cooooool honeymoon;

if you were to add them out ... :S :D :S :D ~ :D :S :D :S

so anyway, who cares. im always someone who works for what i want :D so it doesnt matter the cost as i will get it eventually :D

o yea, 1st weddingz i went to that didnt serve brandy.. :( sobx sobx. what a waste. so it was beer beer beer beer beer beer beer beer.. 6? 7? 8? idk.. tho the wedding was at clark quay :D how convenient.. i think ima get a wedding around that area too. ~ :D will be fun!

yea, then i was thinking, what really there at the golden years? i don see anythin but sickness n stuffz like that..? man o man, itz scary if you ask me..

decode this if you can

i w** *u* * ***k ** *i*** :D

kk study time. =)

[hope my ahma don put aeroplane tml.. she says she wana teach me cook smthz :p]

So

2009-11-17T08:08:00.000-08:00

theres a meteror shower tonight. and i made a silly promise myself to watch the next meteror somewhere nice. i guess i now hav no choice but to break my promise to myself. how lame. hahaz

so anyway, i hate how school is eating up so much of my time that i have really little time left for everything else. =\ i guess thats just part and parcel of life as a student in the final year. oh wells.

a observation i made recently;

although bangala workers rush up buses really quickly and rudely.. no matter what, if they see an elderly or children they will always give up their seats. that i must admit, is really civil and great. how often do we rush up the bus and just sit on the nearest seat then on our mp3 and blast ourselves to lala-land?

i myself am not guilty of it as i walk too slow :D tho im guilty for the latter as whenever i get a seat, i will just mp3 away and watch the world go by.. ..

oh wells, gota try spot a meteror now !

Right.

2009-11-16T01:33:00.000-08:00

I think im down on my luck for the past week.

I have been;

- getting caught in the rain
- falling ill
- slipping short of falling

And on saturday after work... I nearly walked into someone's SONG KA [funeral] at 12am+++ !!! And i was wondering why was it so bright there !!!!

Hmm, and today, after the mofo cmbj stole so much of my blood.. .. .. i feel so 'high'

so i thought, hey cockles are a good source of iron for replenishing blood right? so i thought of ordering char kuay tiao :D . . .. what a grave mistake...

it costed me 3.50 and all it had was beansprout and fishcake.. WTF? and i asked the lady ' huh no see hum ? ' she said, yea we don put it here.. WTF!!!! what a rip off. 3.50 for egg, mee, kuay tiao, beansprout and fishcake -________________-!!!!!

ok nvm. i tahan.. when eating, it rained heavily, so i was thinking, 'hey its ok. i can take my time. no hurry anyway' and it rained non stop -_- just pour n pour n pour. lyka free flow ..

so sian lo, nvm walk in the rain.. sick jiu sick again nor. ... then knnbccb. forgot there got song ka.. nearly walk into it again - .-
paiseh ah... siam ah siam ah.. ping ping an an arh ~

then k nvm, i thought, hey weather so gd. can exercise abit at home. w t f. totally forgot i lost blood in the morning.. as i lift the weights for say 5mins? i felt my head spinning -_- damn cock lah can -.- -. - -. - - .-

hope tml will be a better day

-------------- update -----------
wat a nice cooling weather today! hope it keeps up! :D on the contary, we now need to buy sweaters :D

Nights Are Forever Without You - England Dan & John Ford Coley

Lying in bed with the radio on
Moonlight falls like rain
Soft summer nights spent thinking of you
When will I see you again

Soft and low the music moans
I can't stop thinking about you
Thinking about you...
I didn't know it would be so strong
Waiting and wondering about you
I didn't know it would last so long
Nights are forever without you

Curtains still dance with the wind and the sky
The sun will be coming up soon
But I just can't sleep for thinking of you
Here alone with the moon

Soft and low the music moans
I can't stop thinking about you
Thinking about you...
I didn't know it would be so strong
Waiting and wondering about you
I didn't know it would last so long
Nights are forever without you
Nights are forever without you
Nights are forever without you

nice nice

hmm

2009-11-15T08:04:00.000-08:00

so new & nice songz..

Timbaland feat. Nelly Furtado & SoShy - Morning After Dark

ROBBIE WILLIAMS - You Know Me

KE$HA - TiK ToK

[i like the style]

Cobra Starship-Hot Mess

coolz

David Guetta ft. Akon 'Sexy Chick'

3OH!3- Starstrukk ft Katy Perry

Jesse McCartney - Body Language - featuring T-Pain

i like it :D

Backstreet Boys-Straight Through My Heart

-keep forgetting to dl this song -_- -

Jay Z - Run This Town ft Rihanna & Kanye West

New perspective - Panic! at the disco

me like!! :D

MIley Cyrus - Party In The U.S.A.

me like too! D:

people come and go, there isnt a choice all the time. =)

hmm

2009-11-14T09:44:00.000-08:00

today, i was called 'fugging lazy' by a fucking flipino. i swear i wud fucking whack them 1 of these days. i was doing my stuff normally and he just came and shout hey u are really lazy. customers are waiting 15mins for their drink. you should work more and talk less.

knnbccbpljcb. steam. i wasnt even really chatting in the 1st place. i was waiting for my turn to make drinks. and knn he tink 1 person serve 8 table solo w/o help at peak hr is so easy. hope he get run over by a lorry. fuking paika(handicapped) foreigner.

anyway, i think my wrkplace is getting more n more boring. i feel out of place sometimes. there are new people and... too many rotten foreigners that should just die. ... miserably.
seriously. why come here and snatch our jobs? why come here and show off u can do this that this that when everything you do requires our help? oh my, what cunts are you.

and those mother fucker, sort of molested my fren? pljcb. sooner or later, we are gona fight. i swear it.

get ur hands off our ladies you rubbish dump dunks! you all should just die. why didnt the natural disasters kill you all?
why didnt anything kill you all?

1 of this days, when it gets out of hand, we'll have hella show. =)
and best of all, we shud get the police involved and send them back to crapland where they belong.

2012

2009-11-13T08:11:00.000-08:00

is such an emo movie.

I really hopes its just a movie and it will not come true. But, based on my knowledge of events so far, somewhere near 2012 will be a time of great change. Reason being economic problems, natural disasters, mutated genes of viruses, terrorism.. etc etc

In recent years, these have all taken a turn for the worse, increasing with each tick of the clock.

I just hope it doesnt happens lol. I wouldnt want anything to happen to my loves ones, least to everyone i know. Tho, i know there are certainly some people i can easily crease to aknowledge in this world. Maybe some is an understatement. But, of recent times, i have just, turn a blind eye to soo many things that i feel im being 'overlooked' ? hmmm. o wells, i don really care.

hmmmm, in addition, my friend said if the end of days were to come, he wud hug his gf and just live the last moments tgth. I think that is smth everyone will do. ha.

And, come to think of it, i think it is really partly my fault for letting her go =\ i guess i guess i guess.

but fcuk 2012, its such a wake up call. i hv no idea how some people can just laugh so freely after watching it -.- maybe they take life for granted ?

and geez, geez, geez, wtf is with some people?

came accross this

2009-11-12T05:22:00.001-08:00

The Article:
"2012: Combat the Nonsense"
Written by Nancy Atkinson
October 14th, 2009
http://www.universetoday.com/2009/10/14/2012-combat-the-nonsense/

In a rather cruel media ploy, the creators of the upcoming science fiction movie "2012" are purposely feeding the flames of internet panic about the ridiculous claims that the world will end in 2012. This viral marketing campaign has created fake science websites and encourages people to search for “2012” on the Web. While there are many websites, like Universe Today, which provide solid and methodical evidence that the 2012 hysteria is complete nonsense, hordes of other sites out there are full of gobbledygook and a gross misstating of what they claim to be scientific evidence that some astronomical event will decimate our . Why are these hoaxers doing this? For the oldest reason ever: for profit and notoriety. If you visit their websites, most are trying to sell books or videos.
For those reading this article because you have concerns about 2012, we encourage you to read our complete series of articles on 2012, and it won't cost you a thing. The articles were written by Dr. Ian O'Neil, who has a PhD in solar physics. Additionally, below is a list of other resources that should help answer any questions or concerns you may have on this topic:

Complete series of articles on 2012:
http://www.universetoday.com/category/2012/

1. NASA scientist Dr. David Morrison Dr. Morrison, a world-renowned expert on the solar system (and asteroid impacts) has published a free pdf, "Doomsday 2012, Planet Nibiru and Cosmophobia," a concise summary of the claims and answers containing solid scientific responses. It is published by the Astronomical Society of the Pacific as a public service.
http://www.astrosociety.org/2012/

2. Morrison also serves as the public scientist for NASA’s “Ask an Astrobiologist” service, where he answers questions for the public. You'll find many questions and answers about 2012 there, as well as other space topics.
http://astrobiology.nasa.gov/ask-an-astrobiologist/

3. The 365 Days of Astronomy podcast has a couple of great, short podcasts that address the 2012 claims, where you can get lots of information in about 10 minutes of your time. Will the World End in 2012? provides an overview of all 2012 doomsday hoaxes, and "Ancient Astronomy: The Mayans" discusses the significance of the Mayan calendar and, briefly, how the world is not going to end in 2012.

The 365 Days of Astronomy podcast:
http://365daysofastronomy.org/

"Will the World End in 2012?"
http://365daysofastronomy.org/2009/04/27/april-27th-will-the-world-end-in-2012/

"Ancient Astronomy: The Mayans":
http://365daysofastronomy.org/2009/08/12/august-12th-ancient-astronomy-the-mayans/

4. The Griffith Observatory has a great, concise page on the different claims called "The Truth About 2012: The End is NOT Near," written by astronomer Dr. Ed Krupp.
http://www.griffithobs.org/exhibits/special/2012.html

5. "2012 Hoax" is a website written by several professional and amateur astronomers that thoroughly discusses the various doomsday scenarios and crackpot websites.
http://www.2012hoax.org/

You can also follow 2012 Hoax on Twitter:
http://twitter.com/2012hoax/

6. Gia's Blog, written by science groupie Gia Milinovitch (also married to physicist Dr. Brian Cox) has a great page titled "Apocalympics 2012: Mayan 'Prophecy'"
http://www.giagia.co.uk/2008/01/23/apocalympics-2012/

7. If English isn't your native language, astronomer Florian Freistetter has written several 2012 articles in German. They can be found on his website, Astrodicticum Simplex.
http://www.scienceblogs.de/astrodicticum-simplex/

8. Daniel Fischer has a webpage in both English and German, Ist Es Wahr? Nachrichten vom Rande der Wirklichkeit (Is it true? News from the Edge of Reality), which tracks articles related to all sorts of doomsday and conspiracy theories.
http://www.astro.uni-bonn.de/~dfischer/isteswahr/index.html

Citation (CSE):
Atkinson, Nancy. October 14th, 2009. 2012: Combat the Nonsense. Universe Today [Internet]. [cited 2009 Oct 26]. Available from: http://www.universetoday.com/2009/10/14/2012-combat-the-nonsense/

2009-11-11T06:12:00.000-08:00

i think im sick. fuck.

wish im astro boy ~

it

2009-11-10T06:34:00.000-08:00

IS SO COLD THESE DAYS! :(

I hate the cold & chills. I <3 sun & _<~

Chick vs. Dick: EP45 - The Chocolate Challenge

Chick vs. Dick: EP19 - The Improv Challenge

Chick vs. Dick: EP29 - The Persuasion Challenge

nahnah. uber shagged. been slping less than 5 hrs a day for the past 5 days =.=

so

2009-11-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

Itz sunday today.

Oh my, day by day, week by week, year by year, its going pass so fast.

anyway, ytd my boss asked me what am i studying and what i wana do in future after giving me my CHEQUE HAHAHA. so, i told him abt this and that, and he said 'then u better come study at our restaurant! hahahahah!' LOL i sumpah his action was super comical.. lol.

anyway, its sunday today. yes, i typed it both, but heck, i don care, even when there 4 , in this sentence.

and so, todays sunday again. fuck i hate sundays now lol.. because the nex day is monday !!! ARGHHHH !!~

school.. is just idk? i really wonder why am i there sometimes lol. doing and learning stuffz i may not need or hav interest in, in the future.

it got me thinking, some of my friends ( quite a few actually ) signed on to the police/air force/navy.. they get almost 2k a mth and probably is rather safe from the economic turmoils. serve for 5~7 years iirc then they can decide to carry on with the force and further their studies or quit it. which i must admit, is quite a good offer if you dont have any immediate plans for your life!

but am i signing on? fuck no. im gona screw the world upside down then ima migrate to a nice place and lepak with all <3 ~ D: .. . ... well, thats the plan anyway. haha!

--------------------------

oh yea. and i nearly got knocked down by a L plate car driver while in the circuit. kontol bodoh tamaleh driver just didnt open his eyes when driving; luckily the instructor stepped on his brakes -____- otherwise... hmm ..... ?

oh well, monday tml, gota do projs for tml ._. awwwwz ~

wa

2009-11-07T09:01:00.000-08:00

if only all saturdays are theze 'refreshing'

starting off;

so i was on my way to work,
on the mrt when 2 tourist asked me, "hey dude, do you speak english?"
me, 'yea man. wassup?'
the couple "when does the last train leave for changi airport? "
then after i answered them, they spoke in their mother language.. french or smth.. OMG~ KEWLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL~~~~~

then i was randomly-dazing while waiting for another train, it occur to me that the PCK advert is really a WTF advert. i mean.. wtf? 'don play play, let me come out first lah' wtf? w/e happened to speak good english campaign?????? you freaking eat and shit at the same place.

so, i boarded the NSL train.. and knnbccb itz only today that so qiao im w/o my ear piece .. the train speaker is SO LOUD LAH! trying to make me deaf siaaaa..... diu lei.

then, i was on my way up a lift and i saw a indian guy trying to stop the lift... by kicking inbetween the lift door when closing!!! HAHAHAH!!! AND HIS LEG WAS SO FAT IT DIDNT HAVE ANY EFFECT CUZ IT LANDED OUTSIDE! ROFLLMAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then, i was at wrk and met some new collegues. hahaz fun.. and i heard therez recently more new staffz coming.. cool

then during smk break, my fren introed me a new flavour of cigga.
FWAH!! That piece of white stick is damn juckkkkkkkkking good lah!! itz marbloro ice blast .. . take that with beer.. iz shiockzz~

then i was doin some research.. and i found this
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/30804744/ns/health-cancer/
headlines read;
Change in cigarettes more dangerous to lungs?
Higher levels of chemical linked to certain type of lung cancer, study finds
OMFG!!! THAT SOUNDS FAMILAR! UH-OHHH~ HAHAHAHAH.

so, itz 2am nw and i got to wake up at 7am for my bike pract =. = ||||

and i realised i hvent done any study/revision/proj for the past week. awwwjuckkkkz~

blogz again tmlz~

hmm

2009-11-06T06:47:00.001-08:00

today has to be the smellest day in my entire life.

work up smellying wu long shui... knn

step out the door smelling wu long shui.... zzzz

at lan shop smell sweat + fart .... #&@(*&#@(*#9

in sch EVERYWHERE smell fart 9999999999999th times..... fuck it!

on way back on buz smell smelly lan shop smell ..... diuz!

morning to night my nose hav no love at all :(

bkbkbkbkbkbk.... found another thing to buy nex time :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-11-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

http://www.wholefitness.com/looking-breasts.html

HO HO HO !!! LOL !!! :D :D

man, my fren has a sad life. god bless and good luck to him!

d

2009-11-02T07:34:00.000-08:00

Deathz sure is amusing.

Saturday saw dana on the way home.. and didnt realised it was her... lool. ... I think shez gona scold me soon

Sunday was doin soooooooo many house chores and chilling. I guess im really getting old now

Monday is always a reach-sch-late-day for me as no matter how hard I try I cant be early... fuckz.

Anywayz, watched lovez happenz... not too shabbyz I must say.. tho some stupid fella fell asleep.. .
hmm. 1 of the quote was 'you can never move forward if you keep looking at the rear view mirror' that is just so true. More often than not, we tend to look behind and worry and care so much about the senseless useless stuffz that we are carried away by whats really ahead. i just lovez shows with plenty of quotez.. it getz me thinking i guezz.

Hmm anyhow, flipped the TV on awhile back while eating and saw yet another nostradamuz 2012 documentary... I don't get whats the wooha about as itz been around for so long.. but only now that its nearer so it drawz so much more attention? Thats bull!!!

On the contary, there are so many unpleasant eventz in the world now; nada natural disaster, nada terrorist, nada politics. If 2012 really were to arrive as doomzday, I wonder how will everyone react.

woahz

2009-11-01T07:04:00.001-08:00

woahz woahz woahz

another week gone by ... with me doin nth muchz with my studiez... this is worring! :<

3rd weekz of sch now.. and damn o damn. it seem like sch just started ytd! oh wellz

i

2009-10-30T08:34:00.000-07:00

need something new in my life. and fast.

im thinking movie night every weekz. lol......so;

i wana watch;

This is it
Love Happens

My Girlfriend is an Agent

Feng yun 2
Astro boy the movie
Sherlock Holmes
2012

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ <3

s

2009-10-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

so des neh.

i wan $$$ to buy many stuffzzz. hopez can workz with more payz/find a job that has more payz ~

i

2009-10-26T07:08:00.000-07:00

just came back from BIKE PRACT! and i nearly fell asleep b4 it.. ji tao owned. selfpwned. wear only 1 elbow guard when i got on the bike.. then i wanted to move on then realised i wear 1 side nia.. HAHAHAAH! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but fuck lah, i wish life was simpler.

Its funny how we find our younger days a chore as when as we age, we longed for the simpliful phase of our life.

comedy female orgasm difference

GXT Academic Excellence 2009

But

2009-10-25T06:52:00.000-07:00

On sunday;

I come to realised what life is about..

It is all about L O V E, R E S P O N S I B I L I T Y, H O P E & C O U R A G E. But above all, its L O V E.

Its about who/what/etc.. you love in life. It just make the diffence.

How i came to the conclusion?
It became to clear when I was observing my dad and thinking about the things he done.
It also became clear when I observed my mum when she was doing her stuffz.

In life, there isnt alot of thing you can do w/o love. Reason being, its the ultimate motivation & drive & w/e.

I think its clear now that I should start looking for gf with mutual love and one that can go the distance before all the good onez are taken up by jerkz! hahaz <3

On

2009-10-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

friday; I realised that studying hard is pure stupidity.

So, I shall ask teachers question. To the point that i have no query & i only need to do minimal revision.

friday; I realised that we all live in a void.

friday; I reminisced too much.

friday; I had too much hope

friday; forgot all lessonz in life&class that i fucking learned

friday; was a bad bad bad bad day

friday; solidified my perspective to expect the least of people, minimal for life while maximum for myself.

friday; treasure2 to people trash2

On

saturday; i did a 5bx after a very long period of time. Probably as long as time herself.

saturday; i concluded that nicotine fucks with your system

saturday; decidedz & determinez not to smoke unless needed

saturday; TFP startz.

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If life, what do you seek?
Think about it.

My good friend knew exactly what he wanted, worked extremely hard for it, achieved it! Goudos !
But now, at 20, hes fucking diagonised for cancer and have problem walking due to some accident.
WHAT THE FUCK LAH KA NI NA CHEEBYE. PUA CHEEBYE.

He was shinning 1 moment and.... freaking changed the next. Life is fucking unpredictable.

I was conversing with my friend about that, and she said, 'its true that you don't know what will happen in the next 1min,2min,5min, 2hr, day etc.'
And i said, 'Yea i agree. thats really scary. For I ain worried anything happening to me but more toward people around me. I hve no idea what will i do. Least i fucking do not want to think about it.'

so, before that, i must admit, i ain in a good mood.

Somehow, my mind was drifting away in the buz when somehow i pass my old house. lol. thats when my mind started to think of the people thatzz been in and out of my life. those that passed on or stuffz like that.. was rough.

hmm. guess i'll stop here. totally moodless since ytd. i hope it doesnt spill over.

And this is what my dearest fren wrote.

2009-10-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

Here goes;

Stepping out of the 1x and starting my new chapter of life of 2x!
A brand new start, a better ahead, i hope for :D
What young memories should just keep aside and now is time to welcome all the new memories in :D
What past is past, is time to let go, is time to grow up Eileen! is time to be more mature Eileen!
Once you put in the determination there nothing you won't make it!
GO ON EILEEN! =)

By coincidence, i get to knew you in one fine afternoon... Thinking that everything will be as usual as normal friend, which there is laughter and joy in...
But, when day past by day and i don't know since when, i notice that my feeling for you is different from how i feel for other... i wonder is this love....
Feeling kind of contradiction.... and my mind went blank and i don't know what can i do or what can i say...
There no way i have the courage to take my nerve out to tell you what im feeling because in your heart at that moment, is not me... and someone else.
All i can do at that moment is to listen to all your problem and trouble

Perhaps at that time, im still young, still inmature and too navie, so i just tell myself, all i need is to talk to you everyday and knew what happen to you everyday and that will be enough to kept myself happy...
But to be honest, i can't say im totally naive, i can't say im totally pure, i can't say im totally stupid and i can't say im totally young...
Because, in my heart, i always always always been thinking to have a sweet memories and a section of sweet loving story with you...
And yet, im still so afraid that, if i will to say out my feeling for you, i prolly will get rejected by you..
But, do you know, this is not the reason, what im most afraid is that, i don't want to lose my friendship with you when i say out my feeling...
So in the end, i choose not to express it out too obvious
"Although the road you travel was tough, i will continue to walk the path of love with you, no matter what happen it a promise i love you"
Remember this sentence? and because of this sentence, you start to wonder if im having a special feeling for you... :)
You asked me one day about my feeling, and without a reason, i admit to you about my feeling...

One fine Satursay while laying on the bed watching the tv, i receive your sms...
Was kind of shock after reading but was also feeling so happy in the heart... You told me, i have already successful replace her in your heart...
Full of joy was there and i seriously don't know what words can i use to express it...
A sweet smile shown out of my face, a happy heart jumping in my heart... haha!
Do you know my feeling on that moment? that moment where i think im the most happy in my life... because i have successful replace someone in your heart, a someone i love before he love me... :)
Slowly, we become a couple... a couple where there people who is envy about and there people who dislike about....
I can't not admit that, in that period of time, some friends are indeed telling me that you can't give me any happiness... but no matter what did they say, i tell myself that i will follow my heart, no matter what the outcome is, at least im in love with you once...

No matter what had happen, no matter how fcuk up my day have be, no matter how unhappy or sad im that day, you will always be there cheering me up, making me happy, listen to my problem, giving me comfort, giving me console, giving my love and care....
I know this is what a boyf should do, but im still feeling real happy on that time... because i find myself the most lucky girl in the world...
And also, no matter what little girl temper i show you or shouting at you for nothing, you are still this gentle telling me, you will always be by my side no matter what....
You never had once scold me, allow me to feel that i have such a loving, such a gentle boyf and that make me feel like im a princess in your life...

But..... what the world is saying is right, happy moment will never last long, they come slow and they go fast....
On the October 12th, my happiness ended.... even thought how much i hate to admit is over, i got to admit is over, afterall, what position am i in to say anything, im the one who is in wrong in the first place...
Not even a 2 months love, and yet im so crazy in love with you still! hahaha! dumb me! :x
After that, we start to stop talking to each other.... and you, have also started a new life without me... and me, trying to show you that im starting a new life without you happily too is actually lying to you.... behind the me, was someone that is actually crying badly but choose not to show...
In my mind, in my heart, is always still you you you and still you, you always appear in my mind my heart... but still, i got to lie to myself and lie to you including all my friends that im happy and im really happy and i already get over it! hahahaa!

You know what, the smile, the laughter, the love the everythings you gave me each day is the main point for me to have a smile on my face...
We have all the little little memories together, all the dreams i had... all the future i hope we have is all the little memories with me now...
The 16th birthday celebration, how sweet we can say things to be but you are not there with me... im all alone with all my friends around me only...
I don't know if i should blame you or i should not, you even sms me happy birthday on the wrong day... my birthday was on 23rd and you sms me Happy Birthday on the 21st! hahaha!
Wonder how come i remember so clearly? Well, i still remember how clearly where im when i receive your sms... i was on my way down to my chalet and i receive your sms while im in the train and i reply you that is not my birthday today but thanks... after that, you didn't reply me. hahaha, i don't know on that time, you really remember wrongly or you just wish to tell me on that day? because you never give me any wishes on my actual birthday :) i guess, i can't blame you for this... haha! :)
I promise i will bake a strawberry cake for you, but because you leave too early in my life, and till now, i still had not learn how to bake one... hahahaha! cause i doubt i will say i will make any cake for any guy anymore! so im not going to learn anymore!! hahahaa! :x
Where my 99 hearts and 99 lollipops? hahahaa! your brother told me, no doubt! hahaha! it all been eaten up by the ant i guess! well, is okie... :D
My appleboi will always be my appleboi and it will never will change.... no matter how many years later, i will alwaya remember, there once a appleboi in my life!
The boy that, was asking me down to Yishun to watch firework instead of JurongEast... a boy that said, i could have stay over at his house if it too late after the firework...
The boy that gave me courage in my study and feel happy for me when im leaving the school and in school..
The boy that give me energy and strength to study for my N and the boy that have confident in me when im taking my result back(when i don't have the confident :X)
The boy that give me the most happy laugher and happiness till now....

I already been hoping to talk about memories with you and hopefully there a return for us..
But you time by time run away from my topic, i guess you are this mature then me by alot! obviously... hahaha!
You know memories should not be keep saying or prolly you just wish i would walk away from all the memories or you simply want to forget all the pain i gave you once... haha! :D
I sound like a idiot, a retarted... when you are trying so hard not to mention anything about the past with me. ha!
But well, all this is memories, i shall not make it sore off :D

You know what, because of our seperate, i start to feel that there no meaning in love anymore...
In a period of time, i did think of giving up love in my life, but i end up accepting a guy as a replacement...
Hurt him time by time and after for awhile, feel bad and ask him to leave my world and hope i won't do this again but i did again and i seriously start to hate myself!
I can't force myself to love anyone else anymore instead of you that what im telling myself at that point of time...

Every 13th of August,
Every 14th of February,
Every 23th of October, how i hope i receive something from you that said "can we get back together again"
But you know it, i always end up disappointed myself with tears on my face....
Every 13th of August, i always tell myself, i can't roll any tears down! no matter how hard i got to control myself from crying! but i always end up failing and losing it to myself...

Do you know that, on 2008 07 of August? the night where you suddenly talk to me and shock me with what you say? You told me that actually you still have feeling for me all this while and ask if i could give you a chance not to hurt me again? Hahahaha!
I admit that on 10 August the day where we will seperate again... i did hate you for a moment, i hate you for returning to tell me all those, i hate you to give me hope again and talk it off again...
I had no chance to be like a girlf to say, but you gave up on me this fast.... hahahaa! but that was all past i guess...
But i got to say, that midnight, im seriously happy like a few years ago... hahahaa! and i even save down all the things you say in my email but now is deleted... because someone force me to! :x

People been asking me, why am i still in love with you?
People been asking me, knowing that you will never return again and why am i still waiting like a retard...
I don't know how can i answer them and always end up with a smile as my answer... because i don't know how can i answer it too, right because i don't know why too...
I always ask myself, why because of you, i always been letting all the good guy off in my life... hahaha! i don't know if im dumb or whatever it call...

So i told myself a few month ago, no matter how hard this gonna be, i got to let you out of my world!
There must be a fullstop in the memories i had for you... perhaps, you had never take this memories as a memories in your life before...
Perhaps, you had already forgetten all this memories that had once happen in your life before..
Well, i won't blame you and i mean i seriously won't... because this might not be the most happy memories in your life but it turn out to be my most happy memories but your most stupid memories.... :D
I might not be faithful and i admit for this, i might not be faithful from 2006 - 2007, because i admit in that perioud of time while having you in my mind in my heart and hopefully you will return.... i did get into a few relationship...
And from 2008 till right now, i been single and hopefully you return, but everything is too late, because you are attached....... but that never make me stop loving you, i don't know why, maybe it because im just too stupid and dumb! :D

I always think, this is my karma or my revenge i should receive sooner or later...
Someone that had never once treasure and cherish and love so deeply in a relationship...
Someone that had never take relationship truly... someone that will never understand how some one feel when it hurt them..
And im actually beat down by you... hahaha! and im receiving my karma for the past 4 years! hahahaha!
But at least, you let me know that, i should face my relationship, my love truly and faithfully:)

Right, let this post be the last post of our memories.... after all, you no longer love me :D
What not mine will never be mine again... so i can only choose to leave it and move on with my life happily again.... :)
Still, this is the last time i going to say this,
Im sorry, im seriously sorry, sorry for hurting you this deeply in the past, sorry for lying to you in the past, im sorry for the every single things i had done to hurt you... im sorry....
Even thought, i don't know what make me so stupid and idiot to tell lie to you in the first place... but is all over i guess...

I wish i could be in your future and won't miss out a single things in your life, but i know is no longer possible for it, because your future no longer have me in :)
You told me on a day, that we can be a newborn friends instead, and i didn't reply you, because that actually reall hurt me being a friend with you again.
But right now, i guess i be able to accept the truth and be a newborn friend with you again :)

Someone did told me before, if i will to force myself to give up on you, i definetly can't make it because is not under my willing BUT if i will to try, i will make it
And if you will to be reading this, and accept my Sorry truly and seriously about our newborn friendship, message me in MSN for me to add you back in contact (sorry, i got to admit that i remove you in my contact since that time when i know i must move on but i can't)

IF in our next life, we will to have the chance to know each other again, i promise i will just get to know you and remain as friend, because i don't wish to hurt you again in my next life :D
Right now, Goodbye to my sweetest memories, Goodbye to the one i used to love deeply, Goodbye to 13 August 2oo5, Goodbye to you....

Once again, thanks for all the memories you gave...
Those laughter you gave...
Those tolerate you shown and all the little concern and care from you!
♥

Lastly, for the first time and the only time and the last time, sincere in giving my blessing to both you and your girlfriend...
I believe she will complete your life with more joy and happiness then me in your life....
I will kept this belief with me for the following future.... :)
My blessing to both of you!

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When you see this, you better knnbccb remember what u wrote hor!!!!! You didn't WRITE THAT FOR NOTHING OK!
YOU HAVE EVERYONE SUPPORT!! REMEMBER THAT, YOU-KNOW-WHO!
*apparently she doesn't like siao eh*
hope you can turn pro abit after having a 2 infront.....

I would

2009-10-23T08:15:00.000-07:00

seriously give life a fucking hard punch in the face if i see you in person. I fucking swear it.

You fuck my life upside down so many fucking times.
You fuck the things i hold dear up so many fucking times.
In fact, you fuck all the things i had no fucking problem with so many times.

Thanks to you life, that i have so many fucking problems.

Thanks to you that i have so many fucking issues.

Seriously WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU PLAYING AT?

FUCK. I JUST CANT EXPRESS MY ANGER KNNBCCB.

m

2009-10-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

mmmhmmmm. I think I regretted not studying more in year 2. Hmmmm. Why did i say that? Reason: I don't really understand a single shit that is going on now.
Still, it sure was 'fun' sleeping through year 1 and 2. =.= lol =.=

anyway;

GOOGLE: The Best Place to Work in the World.

4 Year-Old Hip Hop Dancer Miles Brown On Ellen Show 10/20/2009

The girl who silenced the world for 5 minutes

Drunkest Guy Ever Goes for More Beer Video - funny!!!

LOLOL!!!!!!!!! i love watching drunkz. Its so funniee~~

So, today, i tried to study in sch... LOL First week and im studying... LOL!~ I must be crazy! D: Better book a session at IMH soonz~ HAH~
[If i were to tell my parents that, they will probably think im crazy then faint.]
Anyway, fck it :\

e

2009-10-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

EEEEEEEEE Mac fries is DAMN ER XIN LAH OK! No rotting and decomposition after 10weeks!!!! YUCK!

the mum song

Mom Song Kid's Response to William Tell's Overture with Lyrics

found this really creative...

this guy is ZAI!! ^_^

and and, my first homework for my school~

(Contentment)
I was living happily in my home with all my childhood friends surrounding me...

One day, construction works by HDB was announced for the area where I am living in. The reason was that our estate was old and needed redevelopment. As a result, my dad mentioned that we should relocate due to all the side effects caused by the construction.

It was partly due to the fact that it was the crutial year coming up in my secondary school days and the fact that there will be a huge inconvenience for everyone when the construction work starts. (Eg. We had to use the toilets that were provided by HDB at ground level each time as our home will have no toilets!)

(Denial)
When my dad and mum said it, I felt as if the world was crashing down on me, and of course, I rejected it; to no avail. I had felt a punch in the face when I saw construction workers putting up barries and fences around my house. Still, I could not believe that it was happening to me! All my life, living here, with so many friends around, all the wonderful neighbours and people around... Are they going to dissapear? That lingered in my mind for the longest days. I just did not want to move and believe that it was happening! I refused to conform!

(Confusion)
One day, when I came back from school, I noted a unknown lady sitting in my living room chatting with my parents. My first thought was; 'Nooo..... Is she...? Noo......' Hence, I greeted them and was introduced that she would be our property agent. At that moment, time creased to exist and i froze there, turned black, and wished that a train would run me over and over. After I recovered from the rude shock, I proceeded to my room and stared blankly out the window, thinking; is it really happening? What is going to happen to all my friends and neighbours?

(Renewal)
A few days later, it was the weekends. My father told us that we are going house shopping. At that moment, I just knew it. There was no turning back. I begin looking at houses with an open mind and heart, hoping to find one that is similar to the one I am familar with.. But of course, there will be no two houses that are 'SAME' in any dimensions.

Still, we manage to find one we all liked and bought it.

(Contentment)
The house was bigger in certain areas and newer. Although it was different and it definitely was a huge change, at times, there is nothing man can do but move forward with an open mind and heart and embrace it; with that, we can look further and maybe near for opportunities overlooked previously. In my case, I met new friends and new found interest. Having said that, time is the constant that shows no mercy for those who hold on to stuffs as it will just keep moving and you will end up wasting your precious life.

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I would like to add that mankind's ability to adapt to changes is what allows him to survive, and hence, the speed of which man adapts enable him to live more efficiently. Hence, I have learned that whatever happened, happens. So, when and if I try my best to solute a problem and it fails, I will just move on.

knnbccb. changed font as i was reminded of smth tdy. pljcb.
u will know how to read it if u are smart. =)

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My first FUCKING time in poly i wrote something i really meant and from my heart :D Guess i really want As... OmG Am I a N3RdZzz? Oh Fuck It. :D

h

2009-10-20T06:56:00.001-07:00

mmmmmmmmm. gona study hard now :D

fk. im so fk up these days.

Instant Hot Ice

Funny Hokkien Wedding Video

i shall not change.

2009-10-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

sch is boringgggggggggggggggggggggggg

=\

punk'd begins nw

w

2009-10-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

wtf lor.

fail RTT. sian knnz. finish in 10minz damn confidentz... done so many e-trialz. in the endz FAILZ. knnz. pui pcbknnbccb!!! eat money.

then reach home, knnzzzz so bored, so moodless, so sianzzz now still sit infront of the comp thinking what to do.. knzzzzz pui fukf ukf fukfffkfufkfufkf 98(*&@#(*&#@*&#(*&#@(* ding lei pok kai chaohai peueeiejeuiejeiehekdmsadasdqwdwqdsadwqdwqdsad

wa

2009-10-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

wah=.=

been driving and riding the past few days..
geez, i now cant make a decision. which is better!!!
=\ o wells.

anyway, got my 1st freeeee gift from my bike today. sort of skidded and the rest is history. <3

and my mum used so much oil when she drive today!!! ! :< :< somemore the oil is i pump 1 leh. wa lao so mean :( HAHAH

w

2009-10-13T08:29:00.001-07:00

what a day.

this dude is funny lol.

selective humour :\ some may like it some may not

mark lee LOL

again

i'd like him. and marcus as well. both good jokers

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right, so i'hv been wanting to change part of 'the scientist' to make it into a new some call 'the lover' cuz its juz so beautiful! right, here goes then;

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles, spinning up tales
Heads up here we go

Nobody said it was easy
But it will be such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was hard
We just got to give and take
Oh, lets get back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tales
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it will be such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was hard
We just got to give and take
Oh, lets get back to the start

Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh

my friends are lame. they link bored, me and gf together now :\ so so so i can get a gf only when im bored huh huh huh :\ :/ :| . . .
. ... but come to think abt it, its' been so long.

q

2009-10-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

kns lor. japanese sheduler at my wrk place changed his number din tell me- ,- and nw, this week i dun hv shedule & he is upset i pon wrk laz week -, - grrr...

oh wells.

Miss Swan (900)HOT-SWAN

In lift

seen b4../ posted b4... epic fail ... .. rofl

co_giao

LOLOLOL!!!!

JS - Officially Missing You - Tamia (cover)

nice.

/// gona update my mp3, send comp for repair tml!~ hope it don rains! ///

s

2009-10-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

so i was thinking the other day...

what will i be like when im old..
eew.. what an aweful thought that was.

so, school is starting in a week time. not much feeling i must admit. but marvin is gona try really hard to study for his final sem. (serious look)

so, bike isnt going as quickly as i would like, but it still is fun.

so, nearly got into accident today.. =\

so, youtube postings starts :P

Very funny African condom commercial

All Ends- Just A Friend+Lyrics

Rise against - Hero of War

malaysia vitas funny

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

funny vitas [gay boy from china]

bth

FABER DRIVE - 'When I'm With You'

Timid Bear is so Scared! Super Funny

if you didn't laugh, i feel sad for you.

Don't touch me!

same.

korean - romantic video

nice, think i posted before tho.
ahh. im old now, cant remember :\

5FDP - Never Enough

Puppy Cant Get Up

LOL! =\

Korpiklaani Vodka (official video 2009)

Sentenced: No One There

Sentenced-Excuse Me While I Kill Myself

music = life

weeeeeeeee

2009-09-30T09:34:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

tdy i help my fren buy cigga and the person wanted to check my IC !!!! hahahahahhaha so happy!!!!! and i said, i'll show u my driving lisence !!!!!!! hhhhahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!

q

2009-09-29T07:11:00.000-07:00

MARIAH CAREY NEW! I Want to Know What Love Is! w/ lyrics RADIO EDIT

//// her version ////
i feel like she seeing K lol. hahahhhahaha!!!

heres the original
Foreigner-I Want to Know What Love Is

retro oh? not too shabby lah.

lyrics
I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Im gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and Im feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys - Empire State Of Mind

this is seriously x100 pro stuffs. jay z totally x1000 pwn the shit here.

Mr Hudson Ft Kanye West - Supernova (Lyrics)

=)

Pitbull - Hotel Room Feat. GodZ Prince

looooloool meet me in the hotel rooom ~

finally manage to post this;

Flo-Rida ft. Nelly Fortado~JUMP

*bounce bounce bounce*

Tinchy Stryder feat. Amelle - Never Leave You

not too shabby. but jay z smoked him hard. still, its a nice song

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls

=)

Muse - "Uprising" Official Music Video

muse newest single. its cool

end.

-added on; note to self. treasure everything, no matter how good or bad.

e

2009-09-24T07:58:00.000-07:00

seriously. seriously, words that are meant to be spoken shall remain as thou thoughts for knowing less equads to minimum sadness.

example, theres an auntie at my wrkplace. shes so cute and lovable. [thought of her makes me smile]. hahaha. shes always making me smile and laugh.. hahahhahah but thing is... shes elderly, partly deaf and mute.. but shes still so funny. lol. at times i wana ask her, hw was she like in the past, what did she do, any kids and stuffs.. but idk how to..

come to think of it, she slogs really hard, starts work at 11, ends at 9 at least. with only 1 hour break in between.. can rarely go to the ladies and have to stand the whole time. oh geez.

life is as such i guess. knowing stuffs you have no control of, equads to not knowing it as you have no control and power for the change necessary. hence, knowing less equads to lesser problem and headaches face.

so, tdy i was on my way back from my lesson... and i observed quite a number of elderly in the bus, walking home and stuffs. hence, i thought to myself... what will i be like when im old. how will i be?

here are some equations i have concluded;
old in age, young at heart
== zhang bu da

old in age, old at heart,
== lao tou nao

anyway,
=====================================
i need a new direction in life.
its so effkin boring of late.
i dislike routine
i despise boring stuff
i break rules
most of all,
i wana pick a fight with everythingggggggggggggg
&#*@&#@&#(@##

//// ps. im looking for dragon/rooster dogtag/necklace. if anyone saw a nice one, kindly let me know thx!

hmm

2009-09-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

so sch is starting in abt 2 weeks... ?

and im still wrkin 5 - 6 days a week ... !

grrr, its funny how they think im a full timer when im only a part timer. tho my shedules are soo sooo sooooo closed to a full timer :|

.
.
.
.
and!
my boss gave me 6 day work week tis week.
but!
i changed it to 4
still!
too much it seems
so!!!!
im gona book lesser days nex week
for!~~~~
its time to chill and catch up with peepsssss

deng deng, ding ding.

Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne- Down Lyrics

Jay Sean

(Intro)

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why don’t we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne
(Verse 3)
Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ’cause to me she zero degree,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
now can i be her soldier please,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m a battlefield of love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
and honestly im down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

w

2009-09-18T09:43:00.000-07:00

waaaaa
shagged to the max.

1 person take care of almost 10+ tables + runner + clearer + order taker + semi drink maker + semi dessert maker.
siong arh.

baby when u're down down down down down~

l

2009-09-16T08:20:00.001-07:00

its been awhile since i posted vids. so here goes;

Taylor Swift And Kanye West

look at taylor swift stunned look haha =S

and this ass making fun..
Chinese Guy vs. Kanye West vs. Taylor Swift - '09 VMA Awards

my most <3 songsss now!

Owl City - "Fireflies

lyrics.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

<3<3

Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne - Down

baby are you down down down down down ???~~~
even the sky is falling down down down down down !!~~~~
down down down down down~~~~~

Kanye West ft. Mr. Hudson - Paranoid

Why are you so paranoid?
Don't be so paranoid.
Don't be so

Baby don't worry bout it
Hey there don't even think about it
You worry bout the wrong things
The wrong things

tu tu ti ti ti ti tu tu ti ti ti

=D i can listen to them all day long!~~